Grey winter

Grey winter

Chewy, he loves water

We met my Dad on our walk, i just love this picture so much

this one looks so unreal..

dried blackberries

the first signs of spring, although we didn't had a winter yet

My Hometown

Winter is very grey, because there is no snow,…

I'm going through a lot these days,…

I don't know if my education as a nurse is the right way for me,..

I think about changing my nurse education for a medicine or physiotherapy study path,…

Its really hard for me to decide what i really want for my life,….

Do i want to be a really hardworking girl, who lifes most for her job?

Or do i want to be a loving mom, with two kids & a lovely husband?

Can i do both?

It's a really tough situation, and my mind goes crazy especially at night, when i want to sleep, i can't stop thinking about the future,…

I'm going to apply for physiotherapy, and medicine also, and if they send me an invitation to the university, i decide what's the best for me, and of course for david,…

Yesterday we headed out into the woods, and were almost 3 hours there,…

I took so many pictures, although the forest is so grey and not very beautiful,… but the pictures got great, and i loved to enjoy the silence.

I had my last exam today, and as all my exams it was a good grade, so this semester is over now.

I can now finally relax, and find myself again.

I really hope you enjoyed reading,

xoxo

Birdy

A walk in the dawn

A walk in the dawn

little Slenderman

i love the light in this picture

Chester

Cooper

a little Treehouse we found

Chilis in our garden

Today Dave & I took the dogs for a walk in the woods,… it was almost dawn, and i just loved the light in the woods so much, that i decided to take some pictures..

As you can see they got great, maybe some of the best i ever took :)

It was very quiet and peaceful in the woods, no sounds, no people, just us and our dogs…

The dogs enjoyed a pause at a little river, to take a bath and drink some fresh, ice cold water.

At this days, i'm thinking a lot, and i become very quiet at walks, just to think about things, breathe this fresh, cold air and feel my body working.

It's a bit bleakly, with not so much sun and no snow,… everything looks grey and… pretty much bleak.

But on the other hand it's a time to recover and to get to know you in a new way.

We just have to keep up until spring (yeah, as you can say i'm really looking forward)..

My work as a nurse is really energy-sapping, and just difficult (in many ways,.. for my body & for my brain also)

It's a hard time for me, to face the truth of life, and also just how people get older and older each and every day, till death. The people who died in my shift always died very peaceful,… and i hope that it 

could be the same for me one day! My Grandma and Grandpa died some years ago (Grandma 3 years, Grandpa 5 years) and they both had a death they didn't deserve,… they had to face much pain and forgot almost everything about us and our family,…

As my Grandpa died, my Grandma was just,…. broken…

So she didn't wanted to live without him, and died shortly after him… it was a tragedy for our family, and i miss them each and every day they are not by my side…

They were the best Grandparents i could possibly have….

I really hope you enjoyed reading,

xoxo

Birdy

Looking forward for Spring

Spring

My Dear Readers,

I can't tell you, how much i'm looking forward for Spring,…

I think it's the loveliest Season ever! When everything begins to grow, the little leaves, and flowers… i love the spirit of spring so much,…

and it's of course the season where i take ALWAYS my best photos… i don't know exactly why, but 

the photos i take in spring are always a little more amazing than the others ;)

What i also love in Spring is the light,… the sunlight that shines through the trees, on the little knosps,… i really just can't tell how much i love it when the Birds return, and it's so loud in the forests i just can't do anything other then listen to their awesome voices…

I really hope you enjoyed reading,

xoxo

Birdy

The Woods right now

The Woods right now

The Woods were very sunny today, so Dave & I decided to take the camera and just head out into the woods :)

We took two of our dogs with us and headed out. It was'nt very cold, just a bit windy and dampish :P

Our shoes are completely muddy now and we have to wash them, but anyway it was a great walk for us :)

I really hope you enjoyed reading,

xoxo

Birdy

Vacation with Boston

Vacation with Boston

Me & Boston cuddling on the couch :)

Boston on his way to a really big and long walk in the woods :)

Thats the way we walked along for like 2 hours

The view from where we walked to :)

i think he enjoyed the time with us ;)

My Dear readers,

David and I went on vacation from 1.1.2014 to 05.01.2014

Everytime David's Parents go on vacation, we go too :P - we go to the house of them to keep care for the plants and the huge house.

This time it was a special one, because we took Dawn's dog Boston with us - he is one of the loveliest little fellas i ever met in my entire life.

He is such an heartwarming and happy dog, i almost didn't know how to write my feelings for him down :)

Dave, me and our little fella walked every day very long and difficult paths, and boston enjoyed it sooooo much!

Well, i think the pictures say more than i can write down here…

I really hope you enjoyed reading,

xoxo Birdy